Long Lost Pen Pal久违的笔友（2）

Hello

Do you remember me

I am your long lost pen pal

It must have been ten years ago we last wrote

I dont really know what happened

I guess life came in the way

Let me know if youre still alive

Let me know if you ever used that knife or not

Hello

Yes I remember you

Ive got a husband and two children now

I work as an accountant and make fairly good money

I still have your letters， you used a pink pen to write them

And you would comfort me

when my tears would stain the ink

And I would send you mix tapes with Kate Bush on

I have to admit I sometimes lied in those letters

Tried to make life better than it was

I still wasnt kissed at sixteen

And I still need a friend

There was this letter

I never told you this back then

But it would be fair to say it saved my life

I sat in the window

The only one left out from a party again

Pretty sure I didnt have a single friend

Then I checked the mailbox

Dear long lost pen pal

I was lying the whole time

Im really a 46 years old man named Luke

I have three children

and a wife， she doesnt care

And I hope you dont resent me

And I hope you do not hate me

For trying to find my way back to what its like to be young

你好

你还记得我么

久违的笔友

我们大概有十年多没联系了

我不知道发生什么了

我想生活总会发生些变化吧

你还活着吗

请让我知道，有没有被伤害

你好

是的我记得你

我现在已经有丈夫和两个孩子了

我现在是个会计，挣相当可观的工资

我现在仍然留着你的信，那些用粉色笔写给我的信

你能够安慰我

当我的泪浸湿了信纸

我会寄给你Kate Bush的磁带

我不得不承认我在那些信中说了谎

尝试着使生活更加美好吧

直到16岁，我还没有初吻

我仍然需要一个朋友

这是这封信

我从没想过要寄给你

但我要真诚地说，这封信救了我的命

独坐窗旁的我

是唯一会中途退场的人

我仍然没有一个朋友

然后我查看了一下邮箱

久违的亲爱的笔友

我一直在说谎

其实我叫卢克，一个46岁的男人

我有三个孩子

和一个妻子，她不是很关心我

我希望你不要怨我

我也希望你不要恨我

因为我只想找回我的青春